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I had to stay on medication for a month
and wait to find out the results, and then to return to
see if it was anything more than just acid reflux, or something
worse. It was the hardest, saddest, and most depressing
time of my life.
I had tears of anger at myself for ever
smoking in the first place. Who was I to insult the Lord
who gave me this wonderful gift to sing and communicate
with the people of the universe? What I'm getting at is
that I was just taking it for granted and throwing it in
his face. I prayed all this time through the depression.
As hard as it was, I had nowhere and no-one to run to. If
I was to pay the price I would have to pay it alone.
My voice is my trade, my love, my only
true friend since I was born and if I couldn't have it anymore
I didn't want to live anymore.
Praise the Lord, my prayers were answered.
Dr. Sugarman said today that I did a 100% turnaround, and
he was very proud of me, my cords looked clean!
I cried like a baby to anyone who would listen, for I asked
God not to take my voice and my prayer was answered. I was
lucky, and blessed.
I'm not trying to preach, but if you smoke, or do copenhagen
etc, please stop for your own and your loved one's sake.
There are products to help: well-brutrin,
the patch, etc... it's worth it. It's a horrible way for
any human to suffer .
God bless you all for listening
to a happy man!
Frank Stallone
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